some days, the pain is all you are left with..
the pain of that friend lost..
the pain when she just disappeared from your life, forever..
the pain of not knowing what went wrong..
the pain of loving her still..
the pain of not even being able to talk to her in her time of grief..
the pain of coming across her picture on another friend's wall..
the pain of a relationship broken..
the pain of words said which will never come back..
the pain of one moment which changed your life..
the pain of tears you wish you had never shed..
the pain of being misunderstood by the man who you loved..
the pain of hating when you wanted to love..
the pain of your trust broken by someone in family..
the pain of ideals crashing in front of your eyes..
the pain of knowing somethings will never be the same again..
the pain of knowing your home was never yours..
the pain of knowing that this is the world which you didn't believe in..
the pain of knowing that your world never existed..
the pain of the sorries that couldn't be said..
the pain of the calls you never could make..
the pain of that letter still lying unposted..
the pain of that moment when you never turned..
the pain of that turn in your life you left far behind..
