Saturday, May 9, 2015

Turning Thirty Five

life has indeed come  a long way. long long way in a cycle. every year i reach my birthday , i do a standard introspection exercise and see three standard things. Awe of things that have happened in the past year that i have had a hand in, things i wanted to do and couldn't and some things that never change. every year.

now that this year is another important milestone, i have a list in no particular order till the next milestone (the 40th?)which may fall in either three categories above at that point.

- have  a baby
- climb the everest
- write that stupid book that been in my head the past 20 years
- get fit (sigh!)
- get another furry mad child as caezii
-  not grow up
- grow up a little
- get that passport stamped and the jinx broken
- do something nice for the family
- fall in love (if possible with the same man again and again)
- unclutter and go minimalist
- hoard more sarees
- go bald


and obviously the misc.

Happy Birthday to me! see you on the other side after a week long party to usher in the thirty fifth!


Saturday, May 2, 2015

Procrastination

the book i started still to be finished
the words still to be written
sometimes words fail
sometimes i fail

but i get up
to write and make sense of the confusion
sometimes i just let others scribble
let others inspire

i pick up to finish 
that book i started months back
reading the previous few pages
from the bookmark
and then give up

i hold the brush
and brush away the cobwebs
but the illustrations are still not done
my palette is full
the colours not yet right

i leave behind the unfinished post
the unfinished painting
an unfinished thought
a conversation is left hanging

tomorrow i shall complete it
yes tomorrow.

Nepal

somewhere an inch moved
a beautiful world lays in ruins
lost lives under rubbles
a child, a man, a woman
a calf, a pup, a kitten

history that had been created over centuries
lies in heap in present
wiped away from future
in a flash of a second

the petulant children
continue to live in complacence
unbothered about the ruin
they probably caused
they shudder for a second
thank their stars
it wasn't them
and move on

angry nature
crushed a country
lashes it over and over
with tears of anguish
people living under the make shift houses
wince in her fury

but hope still lives
strength still lives
in the pained eyes
in the new crops
lush green
in the background