Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Springs of life!!!

Sometimes, patience just runs out..sometimes your zeal is at an all time low..sometimes nothing seems worthwhile..sometimes, all you want is a break..

And i'm taking one..And all i plan to do is to read and catch up on all i have missed out on, walk aimlessly, take in whatever comes my way , talk to friends who have been angry and blocked out because i never managed to answer their calls or call them back, write those articles i have been wanting to..get familiar with my camera which has been screaming for my attention...look for that person inside who has been putting up so many acts of being a good "everything" ... just be a sponge...And on the way may be find who the real me is..find out what i really want from life..

I thought it would be difficult..leaving my parents, my work, my safe zone..but as the time nears, it all seems so easy..I have made all arrangements..i've been the cushion for the last 4 months, breaking the falls and holding hands when going has been tough at office and sometimes at home..But in the end..it's been easy..

I'll miss a few people..And believe me, i'll finally have some time to miss them properly..to think about the smiles and laughter, the mock anger and real ones..the hugs and the hi-fives..the small things in life that make it big..

This is a journey i have to take..a journey which begins with no expectations..a journey that is aimless..a journey whose purpose i do not know..I have nowhere to go..I'll just follow my instincts..And i know there will a direction and a road at the end of it and it will be a beginning of a new one..

I know this makes no sense. But that's life..most of the time it doesn't make any sense...