Sometimes, patience just runs out..sometimes your zeal is at an all time low..sometimes nothing seems worthwhile..sometimes, all you want is a break..
And i'm taking one..And all i plan to do is to read and catch up on all i have missed out on, walk aimlessly, take in whatever comes my way , talk to friends who have been angry and blocked out because i never managed to answer their calls or call them back, write those articles i have been wanting to..get familiar with my camera which has been screaming for my attention...look for that person inside who has been putting up so many acts of being a good "everything" ... just be a sponge...And on the way may be find who the real me is..find out what i really want from life..
I thought it would be difficult..leaving my parents, my work, my safe zone..but as the time nears, it all seems so easy..I have made all arrangements..i've been the cushion for the last 4 months, breaking the falls and holding hands when going has been tough at office and sometimes at home..But in the end..it's been easy..
I'll miss a few people..And believe me, i'll finally have some time to miss them properly..to think about the smiles and laughter, the mock anger and real ones..the hugs and the hi-fives..the small things in life that make it big..
This is a journey i have to take..a journey which begins with no expectations..a journey that is aimless..a journey whose purpose i do not know..I have nowhere to go..I'll just follow my instincts..And i know there will a direction and a road at the end of it and it will be a beginning of a new one..
I know this makes no sense. But that's life..most of the time it doesn't make any sense...
And i'm taking one..And all i plan to do is to read and catch up on all i have missed out on, walk aimlessly, take in whatever comes my way , talk to friends who have been angry and blocked out because i never managed to answer their calls or call them back, write those articles i have been wanting to..get familiar with my camera which has been screaming for my attention...look for that person inside who has been putting up so many acts of being a good "everything" ... just be a sponge...And on the way may be find who the real me is..find out what i really want from life..
I thought it would be difficult..leaving my parents, my work, my safe zone..but as the time nears, it all seems so easy..I have made all arrangements..i've been the cushion for the last 4 months, breaking the falls and holding hands when going has been tough at office and sometimes at home..But in the end..it's been easy..
I'll miss a few people..And believe me, i'll finally have some time to miss them properly..to think about the smiles and laughter, the mock anger and real ones..the hugs and the hi-fives..the small things in life that make it big..
This is a journey i have to take..a journey which begins with no expectations..a journey that is aimless..a journey whose purpose i do not know..I have nowhere to go..I'll just follow my instincts..And i know there will a direction and a road at the end of it and it will be a beginning of a new one..
I know this makes no sense. But that's life..most of the time it doesn't make any sense...
9 comments:
You leaving the nest Kay?? :O
Where're you off to?
P.S. You've just been tagged by me.
:)
I'm already on a leave..I'll be at Delhi for a month from 10th of April..and during that time a couple of days at Agra, a few days at Hrishikesh/Haridwar/Vaishno Devi..
A few days at Chandigarh and Shimla..A short stop at Kasauli where i had a spent a few years of my childhood..
P: All this tumbled out as i typed out..There actually is no plan..But these are a few places i would like to visit..
:D
Are you back?
Wow! Sounds too good. But come back soon!
Hey good on You Kusum, I can only encourage you because a similar adventure only brought me miracles and great fun.. and you! You will love it!
hey vinnani am missing you all terribly........its getting very lonely at times here........love ya loads.....
wow, i'm guessing the past few months have been lovely...
hope i also manage something similar some day...
Nice writing.
hi kay,
long time since i visited ur blog (actually lost the link after i shifted jobs). good to be able to track it finally.
i wish i could take that kind of break...wanting to just go out someplace since a long long time..hope you have a good time and come back with new stories and great experiences to share :)
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